summer tetris lovin'

I'm all the way in kalispell montana. Here on 2nd ave E. Thats right I live on the east side. Is it lame that I am laying on my parents bed listening to freebird and playing tetris? I would normally say yes it sort of is but thats the thing about summer. I can absolutely waste my time, be unproductive, and not give a fuck. I watch a lot of tv during the day if i'm not working. I know, I know I should be outside swimming and soaking up the sun but you know what, I like to be lazy in the summer ( i guess the title of this could really be summer lazy'n). This summer is different though. well the end of my summer will be different. I wont be going back to the country i call home. and deep down i know it wont be my home in the next 10 years. I will think of montana or where ever i end up as home. This summer I'm going to college all the way in fucking montana. I still wonder how I ended up here, even though it seems obvious because we own a house here and I've come to this town every summer since I can remember. But still, what am I doing here? I think about how far away I am from what I'm most familiar with and honestly it kind of freaks me out. I kind of freak myself out because I've lived in this bubble with such a strange lifestyle. When i come back to small town montana I am always a bit in a culture shock. And living in poland made i guess somewhat strange. The other day i spent about 15 minutes looking for a candy bar. There was so many choices and decisions to be made. I ended up buying a sugar daddy, good old sugar daddies. My friend looked surprised and told me she hadn't had one of those in years. I told her they were awesome except they get stuck in your teeth. Its true if you ever eat one just suck! or get a toothpick. when we brought our candy to the cash register (after spending another 10minutes picking out a drink (again the choices!)) the young man gave a look to the sugar daddy before he scanned it and remarked"wow we have these here?". There seems to be trends for candy as there are for cloths, hairstyles, and lingo. and sugar daddy's are defiantly not a trend here.